Wonder

I always wonder what it would be like to be able to have full use of my arm and legs. Then I.look how boring that would be, I wouldn't trade anything that happened to me when i was younger, I had a conversation with my Massage therapist (no happy ending)  yesterday how it's almost a blessing that i had my stroke when i did. I wouldn't want to have a stroke at this age because your brain is wired a certain way and to retrain yourself at an older age would be a lot harder then having one at birth or soon after.. How do i put this? because my brain was just starting to develop it was easier for me to train my brain.
When i do get thinking about If I had use of both sides I don't think i would stand out like I do, i would just be placed in a category with everyone else.